Fifteen.

I've eaten way too much today. I'm not even going to post it. It's far too embarrassing. I've purged twice though. And went to the gym. I also weighed myself at the gym. .8 lbs lighter than yesterday. -I still refuse to post my weight.- I'm not sure about just how much was water weight. Idk. I currently have a BMI of 23. I want it to go down to 17.

Anyways, as for my eating I have to get better. I was doing pretty good for a few days. I have to get back to that! I need to start planning out my days. That sets guidelines for me to follow.

On tomorrows agenda:

Wake up
Get ready for the day
Gym
Work (No food!)
Gym
Home
Clean room/bathroom
Laundry
Nails/Eyebrows
Shower
Blog
Sleep.

I'm allowed 1 choice for the day.

15 baby carrots
1 slice of toast w/ low fat peanut butter.
2 oranges

If I do good at they gym, maybe I'll allow 2 choices.
No! what am I thinking? I'm need to be strict on myself if I'm ever gonna accomplish anything.

Ugh. I should just go for no food tomorrow.
That's the plan.

Water, Diet coke, and Iced Tea.

Nothing else!
Except gum, in order to trick my metabolism into thinking that I'm actually consuming something.

I also need water.
Actually, I'm having a dilemma with this whole water thing.
So I have really chapped lips right now.
And that's supposed to be a sign of dehydration. However, the more water I drink the worse it gets?
I think I'm sodium deficient.
Meaning that I'm not retaining water at all.
I swear, I can drink a glass of water and not more then 2 minutes later I have to pee. It's quite annoying to be honest.
Whatever, the more I pee, the more I know that I'm getting rid of bodily toxins.
Also it means that my kidneys are working, and my metabolism is going.


On a happier note, I get paid friday!
I will not spend it all though.
I can't.

I need to save my money in order to move out of my house as soon as possible.
After all, when I live alone, I get to choose what foods to buy. And If I don't have food in my house, I won't be tempted to eat so much.

Sounds good. huh?

Isabella.Inspired