Twenty Nine.

I'd probably post a lot more if I actually had something great to say. But the fact is, I don't. The only thing I could write about is my failures. Which, by the way, I have many of those.
I feel unworthy of even posting as even as I write this, I'm sitting in a cafe. Eating.
My head is so twisted. I can feel myself slipping into self-hate. I recognize all the feelings that I felt before my downfall. However, last time the feelings are what led up to my weight loss. So hopefully I can transfer this hate from myself, to food. Sound like a plan? I agree.
If it helps though, right now I am eating rather healthy. A all natural blueberry pomegranate smoothie, a salad, carrots, and a veggie wrap. No food would be better. But whatever, at least it's not cake and ice cream.
Going to the gym today. I got a good 2 hours yesterday. Then I worked, went home, slept, ate, and slept again. I was supposed to work today but I called off because I really didn't feel like going.
Anyways, I guess that's all for now.
Stay thin ladies.

Isabella.Inspired