Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Nineteen.

I'm going to get back on the right track.
I made a list of things to do today.
And I'm avoiding food as much as possible.
I'm trying to stick to all fruits and vegetables.
And whole grains.

No processed, fried, or sweet food.
Hopefully.

I made myself a schedule thing for me to follow so that I won't do nothing all day.
I'll actually be cleaning and it'll be a way of making sure that I work out and not stuff my face every chance I get.
I'm also working on making rules for my eating.

I get my car back next week.
And then it's gym time!
I want to be tiny.
Only skin and bones.

I can feel my lack of nutrition creep up on me.
I'm starting to feel light headed.
And I've been bruising easy.
I want to tone down my purging though...
But I'll do what I gotta do in order to not gain weight.

I'll write more as I progress.
lots of love
Isabella.Inspired

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