Twenty Eight.

I weigh about 146. I want to get out of the 140's. Desperately.

You know what's weird?
How people with eating disorders generally lose their sense of 'normal.'

For instance, how is standing in the shower with puddles of vomit around your ankles normal?
And is eating the equivalents of 4 meals in one sitting 'normal.'

My problem is, I don't remember what normal is. My body doesn't know when it's full. So I just keep putting food in my mouth. Even when my stomach feels like it's going to burst, my brain still says that I need to eat.I seriously need to put an end to this.

Shoot me.

Isabella.Inspired