Twenty Five.

if binging was on the schedule, I'd be on track.

I just ate a shit load.
After my SWF yesterday, you'd think that I would have savored the empty feeling.
But no, I had to blow it.
Do you know what that means?
Another one tonight.

Which sucks for me.
But I completely deserve it.

I think I purged most of what I ate anyways.


The good side is (?) it was more of a controlled binge.
like, I knew that I could stop when I wanted to. I just wanted to keep going so that I could taste everything that I wanted to taste. I also knew the entire time that I was just gonna purge it right back up. But I still know that it's all still left inside of me. :(


Salt water flush, here I come....

I'll probably blog later...

Till then, wish me luck with controlling this raging beast inside of me.

Isabella.Inspired