Three.

Today...
Was horrible.

I ate way to much.
I don't understand why I feel like I need to eat all the time.

I think that I really need to go back to counting calories.
I was doing so much better when I used to do it.
Ugh.
I hate being fat.
It's the worst feeling in the world.
I think that things would be a lot better if I were thin.

I love that word. Thin.
The way it just rolls right off my tongue.
And the way the Nnn finishes it off just right.

So what's the plan form tomorrow?
I would say no eating.
But I dunno.

Okay. I got it.

20 bites of plain oatmeal when I get to work.
(I work at 6 in the morning. So it's my breakfast.)
Lettuce only salad on break.
Orange at 5:00
1 cup veggies at 7:00

and that's it.

Think I can stick to it?
I sure hope so.

I also hope to stick a work out in somewhere too.

I need some goal weights.

My final goal weight is 90.
By June 1st I would like to be 120 at the most.
By August 13th I want to be 100
By April 1st I would like to be 130


I need to make a plan.
and stick to it!


BlahBlahBlah.
I'm fat.


Isabella.Inspired